Later today I’m heading off to spend 3 weeks on vacation in Italy.
This trip is what has been keeping me going through a rough stretch with my depression over the last 6 weeks or so. Not that my depression is allowing me to actually feel excited about it, but I’m hanging on to the possibility that being in a totally different environment might help me feel a little better. The problem is, though, you can’t really take a vacation from inside your own head.
This is only the second time I’ve gone on an international trip while feeling unwell (aside from beach vacations). The last time was when I went to Russia in 2012 immediately following a major meltdown. It was a really rough trip, and I remember sobbing on the phone to my parents. I’m hoping not to have a repeat of that.
I’m travelling alone and independently (i.e. not with a tour group), so all the logistics will be up to me. I’m quite an experienced traveller, so hopefully it will all come fairly easily, but I get overwhelmed pretty easily these days. I also have a hard time dealing with being around people, which could be problematic. I don’t want the attention of standing out as an obvious tourist, so instead of the no-makeup yoga pants look that is my depressed norm, I’m going to force myself to dress up and wear makeup and hope that I blend into the background.
As for the blog, I have some scheduled posts set up, but I probably won’t be online much while I’m away. Ciao for now!
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Have a fantastic time. I hope this trip is just what you need to help recharge your batteries. xx
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is this a good idea?
Whether it’s a good idea or not, it is what it is.
naw see that does not work for me. here s why if you are running a new place will not help. you said it you are you and that is a blessing or a curse. i hope you do have fun of course!
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the only sure way is to cut the leash. it is why son tom will never make it. he has me to blame . people say hey cut the cord. i say naw he s my blood. so you re wise to hang with pigs. lmao!
Have a great trip! Hope it will be fine! I have also a solo trip next week. Take vacation of her own head is really hard.
Hope you enjoy your trip!
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Have an awesome trip! 😊
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I hope you have an amazing time!
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Hope you have a good trip.
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I really need a vacation! I hope we are able to take one soon. You are so fortunate to be able to spend this time in Italy! Enjoy it!
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You will heal Ashley….good call on the independent traveller…hugs
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Have fun! Wishing you well as you travel!
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Be so careful. Email me if you need anyone!! Yay for travel!
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Have a great time and enjoy yourself as much as you can. 🙂 I know how it is to not be able to take a vacation from your own head, I so often wish I could do just that. Still though I really hope you will get some rest and relax in Italy and as you say, that new surroundings will help you think in a bit different way.
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Wishing you well on your travels! 🙂
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This is awesome. You are awesome. Enjoy the hell out of yourself!
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I hope you have a wonderful trip!
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I hope the trip provides some much needed relief for you.
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You are probably already there at this point, so I hope you are having a grand time! You deserve this vacation, and I’m so impressed at you for doing it solo. I can’t wait to hear about the trip.
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Enjoy your trip! 🙂
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You’re right, you can’t take a vacation from your own head and thoughts but it can give you a change of scenery and a break from the norm for a while. I hope you’re able to make the most of it and enjoy everything you can. Take good care of yourself – wishing you a safe trip and good travels! 🙂
Caz xxxx
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I hope you will have an amazing time lovely ❤️ I hope you feel better. I also would like to take a holiday from my mind, if only that would be possible.
Yes, wouldn’t that be nice?
I hope you’ve been having a good trip!! I’ll read onward!! (I opened each new post in a separate window and am reading them all right now!!) Let’s see what happens in future posts here!!